The Daily Walk with Love
— What it was like at the Haven of Rest homeless shelter
and on the streets in Akron & Wooster, Ohio:
If you are an “average” American, this could happen to you, too.
— You are just one major unexpected expense away from becoming homeless,
as I relate. My own experience I believe to have originated because
of my former dissidence and outspoken
strong dislike of injustice.
March, 29, 2018,
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Homeless: My Life on the Streets
in Akron and Wooster, Ohio
Homelessness among the poor and disabled,
an anecdote from life at the Haven of Rest in Akron, Ohio
and a call to end what is I believe to be persecution
The Daily Walk with Love, republished with additions, March 29, 2018, by Paul Evans. I want to thank anyone and everyone who has ever given me any financial assistance, especially the Yuhanick family, my friend, Bert Bishop, several churches around Wooster, and my friends and pastors, Kevan Franklin and Keith A. Seager.
The Daily Bible verse for Sunday, May 24, 2017 (one date this was republished on) at The Official King James Bible Online is 1 Corinthians 15:58 — “Therefore, my beloved brethren, be ye stedfast, unmoveable, always abounding in the work of the Lord, forasmuch as ye know that your labour is not in vain in the Lord.“
Homelessness in the News
and in Northeast Ohio
Poverty in America is primarily a political problem. If the powers that be WANT a solution which would somewhat empower the ordinary American working class citizen, they could easily do that. In other words, poverty is a political problem with simple political solutions. The rich would have to maybe give up one vacation a year, and so far have been so selfish that they are not willing to do this. There is even evidence that the super-rich, embarrassed by the poor state of the underclass, may well be thinking of replacing us with robots. I am publishing this article in the forlorn hope that maybe some of you rich folks are listening with your hearts. STOP THINKING AT ALL AND READ AND DO EVERYTHING FROM YOUR HEARTS. LOVE ONE ANOTHER!!
See Wooster, Ohio, The Daily Walk with Love, February 12, 2017, by Paul Evans: “In memory of the poor and homeless people I have known in Wooster,” (Ohio); and also Inequality and the American Dream, The Daily Walk with Miracles, July 6, 2017, by Paul Evans, which I consider to be a generally significant, important article.
See Pope Francis on “the God of Mercy”, The Daily Walk with Love, May 7, 2017, by Paul Evans. The average older couple retired on $50,000 or $70,000 a year cannot easily imagine or picture what it is like to have nothing. (No, you “get it,” but you do NOT understand it.) Perhaps this article will help you understand and open your hearts to truly empower and help the poor.
In this article are some of my experiences living in the Haven of Rest homeless shelter in Akron, Ohio. I simply want to relate one anecdote, and will mainly leave the rest of the experience to your imagination, and to your kind viewing of the video of Tent City, a spontaneously occurring encampment of the “homeless” living in tents near a bypass in Wooster, Ohio, where I lived twice for short periods. But really, it could happen to anyone. In America, if you are “average” and make an “average” wage, you are one big unexpected expense away from homelessness. Did you know that 50 to 75 percent of Americans live paycheck to paycheck without any significant monetary reserve in the event of an emergency? What happens to you if, say, your car needs a big repair and you have no cash reserve? If you lose your car, you lose your job, and that’s usually it, you become homeless. Or what happens if you fall out of favor with your boss and get fired? Sometimes the churches intercede, but not that often, not at that level of help, especially for an individual, though aid to families, especially families with children, is much more forthcoming. In American society it is HARD to get real help of funding if you are, say, mentally ill, or a drinker. Sometimes even if you are a smoker certain churches will not help at all, or if you are just one of those unfortunates who “fall through the cracks” or give up on their job hunting, in which case you are NOT counted in the unemployment statistics, either.
See Number Of Homeless People In New York City Reaches All-Time High, CBS News New York, November 2, 2016, by CBSNewYork: “The Department of Homeless Services reported there were 60,252, up 200 in two weeks.”
Disability in America
What the Disability System has devolved into: It is just a fact that it is very, very hard to keep an apartment, or even a room in a home, on the minimum disability (about $750 a month). For the mentally ill they usually try to stick you in a group home, but for those of us with “live free or die” attitudes, this is not really an option except in a question of life or death. Even if you are holding down even a full-time, minimum wage job, it is damned hard to rent an apartment in Wooster, Ohio, and live on that much money. In Wooster, all apartments are “sewed up” by the realtors and they will not even consider renting to you unless you make a given, set amount, say $1,000 or $1,200 a month. So it would be impossible for me alone to rent an apartment in Wooster, where I have mostly lived since 1971. Most American families have to go to the length of having both partners or parents work as close to full time as they can, with at least one doing better than a minimum wage job, before a decent life becomes feasible. At the current minimum wage level in Ohio this is just barely possible, IF you can get jobs you can stand and worm your way into the boss’s good graces enough to be allowed to actually get full time hours. Many if not most service sector jobs are NOT full time to start. If you are strongly motivated and of good morality, maybe if you are a good budgeter or a magician, you might barely pull off renting a room or maybe get lucky and somebody has mercy and lets you have a one-bedroom apartment, but it didn’t happen that way for me.
I received a full disability for mental illness in 1986, and even though I am usually pretty sane, and an OK thinker and writer, in fact, I am psychic and also I am somewhat unstable, so I have kept my disability, even though it was very small, seeing really no other choice. In Europe, generally, a full disability pays you enough so that you can live decently, but not really in America, not usually. One thing I have always been extremely grateful for and appreciated very much as a patriotic American is how well I have been taken care of by the system medically. Medicare and Medicaid plans are all basically automatically privatized these days, unless you open all your mail and tell them not to, and I feel this is kind of sneaky and immoral, too. Actually my own plan, CareSource My Care Ohio has taken very good care of me, I have no complaints at all about them, and thank them very much. God Bless you guys!
Yet if maybe you even have some drug habit, or drink much, you cannot really live on basic disability at all, it’s just not feasible. Very likely you will know homelessness at least once, and perhaps multiple times such as I have. (I am a teetotaler when it comes to alcohol, but it was not always this way, and moreover I once made the mistake of loving and trying to take care of an addict to hard drugs (not me), who used up and stole all I had. After that it has all been downhill, financially.) Back when I got my disability, in 1986, it was not so hard to qualify for a disability, but today the standards are extremely strict and also, the entitlement programs and the lawyers have made a racket out of it. Partly it depends big-time on your who you hire as a lawyer and which judge you get assigned to hear your case. When applying for disability you get that through a disability lawyer, these days. You used to be able to get disability on your own but I would no longer advise you to try that. If you finally do get a disability, the lawyer gets his cut as payment. Almost inevitably you will end up applying THREE times before you get the disability. Don’t expect to get the disability right away (and just how will you live, meanwhile)? You will be denied the first two times, and IF your lawyer is any good and the judge is in a good mood, maybe you might “get lucky” on the third try. That is what the system has devolved into in the 21st century. It really stinks.
Watch American Story: Tent City USA. Find out about the Tent City in Wooster, Ohio, my home town, and what happened to it, here. Please visit the website of the Haven of Rest Ministries of Akron, Ohio. Did you know that $1.92 buys a homeless man or woman a meal. Please consider donating to the Haven. Even $10 or $20 helps.
LOVE YOUR NEIGHBOR!
WE ALL have the blood of the 12 Tribes of Israel flowing in our veins, some more, some less. This is especially true if you have any psychic ability or special mental abilities. Remember there have been three diasporas (scatterings) and that only three of the 12 tribes are Jewish per se. YES, America needs to maintain it’s cultural identity so Donald Trump is cutting down on illegal immigration: so be it. But I don’t think God is going to be happy until we all realize that deep down, we are All children of God and stop hating those who are different than we are. “The sum of the law and the prophets is to Love God and love your neighbor as yourself!” And who is actually IS your neighbor? ANYONE God brings into your life; anyone you meet. STOP HATING AND LOVE YOUR NEIGHBOR!! “As ye sew, so shall ye reap!”
An Anecdote from my Time at the Haven of Rest
Ministries Homeless Shelter in Akron, Ohio
I could really write a book on my experiences at Tent City in Wooster, Ohio (twice), at the Salvation Army in Wooster (twice) and once at the Haven of Rest Ministries homeless shelter in Akron, Ohio, but I will allow one anecdote to suffice, with this minor introduction. When the last member of my nuclear family, my father, who was a WWII marine officer, NSA, CIA and a Yale Ph.D., passed away, I was wet behind the ears and knew very little about street life or just how “down and dirty” it is. You have no idea, you middle class businessmen, what can happen, how you have to live then, and how degrading and emotionally disturbing it is to have to live that way. I have 11 years of college, have edited 12 books, and had the cover of History magazine, but it sure happened to me. What’s the name of that old song, “nobody loves you when you’re down and out.” You have no idea how true that is. I do. Also, one much more recent rock song had the lyrics, “once you’re down that’s where you’ll stay,” and I have found that this is pretty much true today in America, too. The elite put out the story, drummed into your consciousness by preachers who are themselves pretty well off, that anyone can pull themselves up by their bootstraps. Well maybe it happens, but I don’t know anyone it happened to personally, America used to lead the word in upward socioeconomic mobility, but now we are around 20th, and the streets are VERY down and dirty. It seems to me we have become almost a “third world country.” What I DON’T understand is how a rich or even moderately well off person can drive through the decaying heart of an American inner city and see all that suffering, and not have compassion, not want to help as much as he or she can. And you people call yourselves Christian?
Well at the beginning of 2015, my fiancee somehow got the idea I was evil and threw me out. I wasn’t on the rental deed, it was in her name, so she could do that, by law. It was in February at 8 p.m., and I was flat broke because I had been trying to help her heroin-addicted son. She had so spread filthy lies about me around her big apartment block that nobody at all would help me, and I walked out into the worst blizzard in some years into the night, amazed and frankly, cursing at her. By the Grace of God, after standing outside at eight degrees in a blizzard for an hour, a bus came by and the driver was Christian and kind enough to give me a free ride to the Akron homeless shelter, The Haven of Rest. It was overcrowded and I had to sleep on a mat on a cement floor, but at least it was inside. Eventually my good friend and benefactor (as well as my teacher in matters of Christian faith) Paul Yuhanick came and took me to his home in Wooster, after maybe three weeks, but meanwhile I had a bit of a difficult time of it. You rich folk simply have no idea. I just want to tell you one little anecdote, and to beg you go please donate to the Haven of Rest to help those who are really down on their luck and need your kind help, and so the Haven can keep serving the greater Akron area. I love you guys!
One Sunday, after I had been at the Haven a while and oriented myself a little, I decided I would go to an outside church, rather than to the Haven’s own service, which by the way are wonderful. I walked a couple of blocks to this fantastically beautiful Episcopal church, and I was in time, so I went in and participated in the service. The art and the organ in this place were unbelievable. After the service I went down to the basement and enjoyed coffee and donuts and talked with some of those guys, who basically seemed to be pretty powerful and rich people, but were in fact friendly. And I managed to get invited to the Men’s luncheon the next day, which was an extremely happy thing. I fully admit I was hoping one of them, since they seemed quite well off, might get me a job, or help me with some financial assistance. So, next day I come to the men’s luncheon, it was great, but they were a little bit of a closed community, and I found it very hard to gain much acceptance among them. After all I had told them I was homeless, and I have found that most well-off people find us almost distasteful, if the truth be known. But I stuck it out and chatted, I know a lot about a lot actually, having all this college and written online news and politics for eight years, and I guess they found me… well maybe amusing is the word if I am truthful. After lunch and a prolonged social bantering with a few of them, I asked about the last rich-looking guy still there if maybe I might be given charity of a few dollars, having at that point downsized my hopes a lot. Well we talked more, and distastefully and very reluctantly, he pulls out his wallet and — hands me exactly $1.00 (one dollar). I tell you, I was almost in disbelief, but I remained polite and started my trudge through the snow back to the Haven. On the way back this black dude I recognized from the Haven comes up to me and asks me, can I spare 75 cents. I asked him if he had a quarter, he hands it over, and I give him the dollar I worked so hard at getting. An hour later he comes back outside the Haven with a beer in a bag, that’s what he used the money for. And that’s typical. I for my part was able to purchase one cigarette. Around homeless shelters, brand name cigarettes go for 50 cents each, or a quarter if they are roll your own. End of anecdote, but THAT is how it is on the streets.
If you are an “average” American, this could happen to you too! You are just one major unexpected expense away from the sort of experience I have just related. You rich folks, do you capish what it’s like? Could you for God’s sake find some Christian compassion in your heart and help the poor, please, in the name of the Lord? Don’t let this go on in America! And don’t let money be your morality. Do you worship Jesus and God, or money and capitalism?? We are like a third world country now, this CANNOT continue!!!
Watch Billy Joel: Allentown, YouTube – 3:45.
From Inequality and the American Dream, The Daily Walk with Miracles, July 10, 2017:
Read Severe Inequality Is Incompatible With the American Dream, The Atlantic, Business, December 10, 2016, by Alana Semuels: “In the 1980s, the top 1 percent of adults earned 27 times more than the bottom 50 percent. Now, they earn 81 times more.” This data is from The Atlantic, a mainstream, respected magazine. Why this disparity of income? Why isn’t America more equal than this, in terms of income. It’s a POLITICAL problem with political solutions. You could fix it if you wanted to. This is too much inequality. Sure, there’s going to be some inequality, Jesus himself said there would be poor always. But America has gone from leading the world in upward mobility to being “in the middle of the pack,” about 20th among developed nations. What went wrong? GREED went wrong, greed caused the crisis of 2007-2008, and only the political will of all Americans directed at Congress can fix this. If you don’t make some concessions to the poor you will trigger another Great Depression, that much IS obvious to me. Beyond a house, a car, a wife/husband and a decent job, with a few real friends, just what exactly do you rich folks think is going to “save you” and make your life better?
More and more money will NOT make you happier. Look within yourselves, and turn to the Word of God and faith, that will make your life right, not these window dressings, not a new car. I tell you, it will not help you be happy, only God can do that. Being kind makes you kind, but kindness to the poor will please God and make you feel happier. Kindness can do that, plus it will save the economy from collapse. God loves the poor and hates injustice, it’s shot through the Bible, what exactly about that is so hard to understand?
DO YOU tithe the 10 percent of your income to charity as the Bible instructs? I mean without using it strictly as a tax dodge? Well, that’s between you and God. Some of you have some idea (or fear) that he might be really real. Let me just add, “You don’t know what it’s like.”
Wooster, Ohio “Tent City”
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